Showing posts with label bad habits. Show all posts
Showing posts with label bad habits. Show all posts

2.21.2012

Unable to Relax



I've been feeling a little frustrated and anxious lately. Yesterday evening, especially, I found myself downright grumpy. Sometimes when I get grumpy I do the terrible thing of yelling at people in my head. Often I'm not actually angry at the person I'm mentally berating, but I imagine scenarios in which they've done me a terrible wrong so that my rants are justified. No need to tell me that this isn't a good habit; I know it already.

After the babies were asleep and Christian and I were getting ready for bed last night, I decided to take a bath to help me feel better. Usually it's so calming and comforting to sit in the warm water. Only yesterday, instead of just soaking in the tub, I looked at baby pianos on eBay. I don't think that helped.

I think I have a problem with letting go of my to-do list. Blogging is on that list, but even as I sit here typing away, I'm having a hard time not thinking about all the other things I want to get done. Hemming the curtains in the living room, for example. I also have an overload of tasks I want to accomplish before the babes' first birthday:

1. Finish the blankets I started making before they were born and never finished.
2. Paint and decorate their room.
3. Make a teepee to go in the living room as a birthday surprise.
4. Plan their birthday party.
5. Make a birthday video comprising footage from when they were born until now.
6. Add music to the video so that people cry when they watch it.
7. Find awesome birthday presents without spending too much money.
8. Convince Christian that all of the above is worthwhile, also that we should take a family trip to the zoo.

I can feel the stress of everything I want to get done in my shoulders and neck muscles. I can feel it sitting in there right now. And I'm biting my nails because it's uncomfortable.

Any advice on letting go of stress? I'd truly love to hear it.

*photo via Miss Moss

2.06.2012

Instead of Napping

Continuing the thought-train of this post, I often get asked, "So do you nap when the babies nap?" And the answer is, probably not as often as I should. I know my pregnant body could use the rest, but I'm too easily lured by the prospect of quiet, uninterrupted alone time to sleep. Most days during morning naps I get on the computer and visit my usual haunts {e-mail, Google Reader, Twitter, Pinterest} and then either Internet surf or blog; during afternoon naps I try to get householdy work done and prep dinner.

This past week, I got bit by the nesting bug. Bit hard. Several nights I was awake in bed, listening to Christian sleep and making the longest mental list of everything I want to do before newbaby comes. If just planning and wishing accomplished anything, I would have redecorated every room in our house already. My usual self would leave plans as plans, but I've been feeling a bit ashamed of my declaration in this post that I don't let Pinterest affect my day-to-day life, so last week during morning naps I actually did stuff. To wit:



1. Immediately after moving in, Christian and I put up the curtains that used to hang in our old living room in our current eat-in kitchen. Not buying new curtains saved us money, but there were some issues. In addition to the panels being about ten inches too long, we were left with a curtain hardware mis-match that was driving me crazy. {See the before here.} Last week I finally got around to fixing the problem. I cut the silver grommets off the top of each panel, then hung the panels upside down with curtain clips that matched the already-installed rods. I then pinned & hemmed the curtains to the right floor-skimming length using the sewing machine Christian got me for Christmas. It may be cheesy, but now I smile every time I look at them.

2. I have a vision for Max and Maggie's bedroom. A vision that includes gray walls, chalkboard paint, colorful art, and paper mache letters above their cribs. Letters kind of like these, only I want to spell out my babies' names. And I don't want to pay three dollars for each letter when I need eight letters {and an ampersand}. I found this tutorial on how to make paper mache letters out of cereal boxes, and since then I've been a busy crafting bee. I love how they're turning out; I think the final product will be perfect. The problem here is that I can make the letters more quickly than we use up boxes of cereal, so I've only half-finished three letters so far. {If you live nearby, I would greatly appreciate the donation of your empty cereal boxes.} Also, how does one hang paper mache letters on the wall?

3. I was itching to try out fake calligraphy after I saw this pin, and then my friend Madeline went and created something awesome. She even hung it on the wall. And I thought, "I could do that right now." So I did. I used a line from Christian's and my song, "Your Song." {I had to look up the lyrics to make sure I got them right; apparently when Ewan McGregor sings them in Moulin Rouge he changes up the words a bit.} And behold, I even hung mine up. I really did. I'm hoping it's the beginning of an awesome gallery wall.

4. For my sister-in-law Catherine's birthday in December, I got her a membership to Flower-of-the-Month Club. {Meaning, I promised to plant flowers in the hanging baskets she has in front of her house once a month. I just wanted it to sound fancier.} For January I planted purple violas and white-and-purple pansies. I got some plan white pansies, too, but I ended up not needing them. I couldn't bear to throw them away, and it seemed silly to go through the trouble of returning them to Lowe's when I only would have saved four dollars. So I planted them in pots I had sitting in my yard. Now they're cheering up my kitchen table.

Is there anything you've been inspired to create lately? I'd love to hear about it!